overwhelmed with joy

Lately all my days are basically the definition of sucky. And yet, today was a different. I actually laughed until my stomach hurt, and chatted with those I have been wanting to chat with. I was outgoing, and made others laugh. Sure within my overwhelming joy, there was some comments, but its not like they mattered. They didn't matter because I had friends, friends to back me up, and friends to just talk to. Today I felt like the happiest girl in the world. Usually, some huge, tragic event would take place and just ruin me, but, not today. Today is a new day, leading to the new year. Leading to the new me. The new skinny, the new outgoing, the new smart, the new me. I couldn't wait for someone else to change me into what I wanted. I had to take charge, and grab for the things I craved so desperately. I am no longer, the fat, depressed, and lonely girl people had depicted me as in 5th grade. I was becoming the new and improved, Madison Schmidt. And I was more than glad about it.