change is in the air, or is it me

New years eve. I can't say I haven't been looking forward to have a new year, and a new life. I had not been preparing to change myself, and I wanted to change myself. My resolution is exactly that, change everything, because change is everything. My blog tittle is so relevant. I need a change, and I found myself desperately craving the act of change.
My new years resolution, is probably the most complex, maybe cause making me a better version of maddie takes a lot. This year I will be working on getting skinny, I will change my hair, my diet will be permanent until I am my goal weight: 125, I will dress more hipster, I will get a boyfriend, I will have more friends, I will have hang outs more, I will find a way to make money.. babysitting, I will paint my nails more, I will play something athletic, I will get myself organized and on a schedule, and I will get better grades. Tonight, some will celebrate just a new year, but me, I will be starting over. I will change myself, hopefully love myself. Hopefully be new and improved, for the better.