Tuesday, December 17, 2013

life is never easy

This year is my last year in middle school, which is good, but the pressure is on. 
My grades are flunking, and still currently without a tutor, i'm done for. I guess you could say that my grades are begging to incline, but their not good enough to get into private school. I kind of want to sink into the emptiness and not have to do anything, but i'm still here and I have to make it past this rough patch in my life. Suicide is an option, but not a well thought out solution. If I was to commit suicide, I would take precautions, and make sure that everyone had a clue to why I killed myself, and had memorable's. But to be completely practical, I should just life with the pain. It apparently is supposed to get better, when I get older, but who knows. Who knows, maybe I will become a famous writer, or just slide by as a little below average, like i'm attempting.  My attempt has been a success for the past months. I have to try, like now. I am trying, help?

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