Just accept it

Always, I have always dreamt of living the popular life. I had always tried to get there, but I never will. I know. I can grasp the fact I was always against, being the cool girl. I pushed away the unpopular girls, but for what? I sustained myself into believing I was somehow above every single one of them. I really wasn't. I found myself desperately craving to hang out with them. I wanted to be in that group. I would have totally rejected them in the past, but I have no room for rejection. I only had room for acceptance, and let me tell you, i'm more than willing to give it.